Storm Dancer Aug 9th 2020

It begins slowly
Just a random thought
But it opens the door for thousands of others to follow
You stand there trying to keep them from finding their way in
They push
You push back
Then you notice you’re beginning to slip
Your footing is no longer what it used to be
The ground crumbles and suddenly you’re falling backwards

No arms to catch you
You fall to the ground
The door swings wide

You’re suddenly surrounded by all those thoughts and feelings again
Insecurity
Doubt
Self loathing
Despair
Loneliness
And of course fear

Each one laps at your mind
At your soul
Begging for attention

They move as though in a frenzied dance
Until they converge becoming something bigger
Something that can’t be ignored

That’s when it happens
When they cover you like a wet blanket
Trying to smother the life, the happiness from you
That’s when they become it
And it once again tries to consume you

Depression has risen again
And this time you’re too tired to fight

Storm Dancer 8/9/20

*WONDERING SOULD AND THEIR ENIGMATIC JOURNEY*

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